Lolita Love

Throughout it all I am nothing but this
Paper-thin skin and ink splattered lips
I watch distantly through hazy eyes
From the proffered wine I take a sip

Like parchment pages printed fate
Torment and anger reside
I never love I lust I hate
As the sea turns into tide

Because I feel like Lolita
From the pages of the book
My coaxes, innocence divine
A smile was all it took
You see you see you see me
As I glance the other way
You think that you can tame me
But I’m just an actress in this play

Fierce forbidden hateful kisses
and a touch so close so far
Rough sandpaper scrapes my throat
I add it to my scars

I walk by the light of the moon
Forever yearning for the sun
The light is too bright too real
As I wait for stars to come

You say too old too young
I say it’s nothing to me
The soul the heart the mind
Is what cannot be seen to see

I dance on this merry-go-round
called life, it’s all a twisted song
A chessboard full of tricks and turns
No Queen will you find here, just a pawn

So touch me one last time
Before you turn away
The hunter’s prey I am, in kind
And as always, here to stay.

Breezy Brignall 2012

My life

“I’m done,” she’s says to me. “I can’t do this anymore.”

I look back at her, crystalline tears dripping from my makeshift heart. I wonder, what is life? What is worth living for, if your existence seems so dismal and bleak?

And I say to her,

“LIVE. For me, for them, for everyone. Because if you don’t, you will never be able to prove to yourself and everyone else that YOU MADE IT.”

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Crawling in the Dark

Death

whispers in her ear.

               So seductive, so

                                tempting.

To end it all before she even had a chance

                      to

begin.

She drowns in darkness,

it fills her

       until she is

blind and

deaf and

numb.

     She tries to

scream

                as her veins fill with the

                  fire

and

                  ice

of her emotions.

A thousand hands drag her down

deeper and deeper,

souls of the damned

pulling her back into the

                          Hell

she thought she

   escaped.

~by Breezy Brignall

Alice's Adventures

Dreams are an illusion

A pretty wish

So fleeting, so fragile

So easy to miss

It kisses me softly

And waits for my time

To gather the courage

And take what is mine



I fall down this hole

No matter the cost

The hourglass empties

As my compass is lost

My tears are a sea

Of hopelessness and fear

I try to see the future

But it doesn’t seem near

The clock ticks and chimes

As I struggle to the sky

I am lost in the tide

As I swim and I cry

I get through the door

By finding my key

It was lost in my soul

But not all as it seems

The caterpillar sits patiently

Waiting for me to come

I’m filled with regret

For the things I have done

I travel through a mystical paradise

Of sinister smiles and shimmering seas

As I drink down the arsenic

That was left in my tea

Words seeping like oil through my brain

Pretend to believe the lies that they tell

No one can ever know

How they cast their spell

I am lost between reality and imagination

What is real? What is fake/

It’s just an illustration

Of what I want, of what I regret

Of what is lost, of what was found

Breezy Brignall, 2012

An excerpt of Poetry from my novel

I wonder sometimes of life and dying

When the world becomes so hard and trying

When nothing is what it seems to be

And you say that you long for me

you give me your un-beating heart

And say we never have to part

If an angel would from the Heavens cry

Would her tears fall like rain from the sky

And wash away all anguish and pain

Until blood and teardrops mingle like rain

If angels cry

If an Angel Would from the Heavens Cry by Breezy Brignall


I pour my heart out like red paint on your canvas

It splatters over the both of us as dusk melts in my heart

Rain is such a blessing in disguise when you have thirsted for as long as I

And the drought that I have crawled myself out of is subsiding

How is it that your very touch sets me ablaze?

How is it that a certain look, a certain quirk of your lips, sends me spiraling off my axis?

I ask myself these questions constantly as you are a constant temptation

A forbidden fruit in my Garden of Eden

The poisoned apple that Snow White bit and succumbed to her fate

Of eternal slumber

Your blood, though so different yet so familiar

I still thirst for you even though I shouldn’t

I drown the sky with my rain as I see storm clouds thundering above my head

The sun is peeking out from behind the lightning, longing to be seen once more

The sun torments me, shining bright behind the dusky clouds, and I see what I am

I drown the sky with my rain, and colors bleed together, all

pastels

and neutrals

and starry studded diamonds

collected in my Undead heart for safe keeping.

I have a fear that the diamonds that glitter deeply in your moonshine eyes can hurt me

but if I don't take a chance now,

will I ever find out?


A Vampire's Lament by Breezy Brignall